reminiscing

was in the gym today with some friends (no i wasn't working out) and we hit a topic which made me remember somethings or rather someone.

i want to thank my first love, ong chik ho. better known as baker boyfriend. even though he won't understand this or even own a computer for that matter, i still want to express my gratitude.

you were my first and taught me so many things. i admit there was a period of time where i just hated you for hurting me so but i could never stay mad at you. i just learned to accept that even though fate brought someone into your life doesn't mean that fate will let him/her stay.

you knew how to treat a girl right and loved me very much. i was so happy with you. i could be myself with you cause you accepted me as a whole as i did you. even though you were six years my senior, i could still act childish with you. thank you for introducing me to that type of love. thank you for the memories and good times. thank you so much...

something's wrong

these few weeks have been quite hard on me. there are just so many things to think and worry about. i try to be happy, tried looking at the bright side of things. i really do.

today i thought lost a good friend over a stupid matter. i didn't mean to hurt you and i wasn't aware that it did. the worst part was finding out from someone else instead of you telling me directly.

i think all the drama is affecting my health. i've been suddenly left breathless for no reason. no hard activities or such. i'd be sitting down and suddenly the air would be taken from me and no matter how hard i inhale, i can't get any oxygen.

i'm scared....what if the tumor came back? the last one was not cancerous -thank the Lord- but the doctor says that there's a high chance of me getting it back....

mom is taking me to the clinic later. hopefully i'm just being paranoid...

Alright people, you are here by given permission to panic.
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I'm back to studying in approximately 83 hours.
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Kaeru is now Dracoli Sly.
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Emoperor will be leaving the potato country in approximately 240 hours.
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AaAAaAAAAAaaaaaAaaaAaHhHhhHHhhHHhhhhhhHHhhh!!!!!!!!

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That was pretty nostalgic.
With that out of the way, I stole a personality test from Mel's blog.
You can take the test here: http://www.ipersonic.com/

My results were rather 'amusing' with a hint of 'deja vu'. Sort of.
Read about it here: http://www.ipersonic.com/type/RR.html
Reliable Realist, eh?
I think Retarded Rooster sounds more amusing, don't you think? (I'm not calling myself a chicken, mind you)

Now I hope(read:demand) the other Damngraphic-ers to try this.

Lex.
Back from the dead and straight into hell.

Turtle Soup 11: Clean up on aisle 11

Have I ever mentioned that my drawing of a panda looks pretty weird?

Turtle Soup 10: Threat subdued. Fall back

I'm still in my bored streak.